sigh... some people said i very good at
cheering them up... i very good friend
cause they tell me that i am always there
for them... and they can complain to me
and tell me their probs... but now its all
useless... the only person that i get my
strength from is now hating me... and
i mean a lot... she does not even want to
talk to me anymore... now my heart feels
like its gonna break... and wont be able
to be put back together again... i know...
for some of you who know me... you
all might think this is LAME... this is
not... i take this seriously... i had 9
girlfriends... most of them broke my heart... if
you will ask me i wont love anymore... but
only because of two girls that is why i am
loving again... because no matter how many
times girls break my heart... the both of
them are there to mend it... and i am
really happy about the happy times we three
spend together... it will always stay in my
memory... now, its just a memory... she
really hate me a lot already... but i dun
blame her... she got reasons to hate me... sigh...
what she said in her blog hit me really hard...
do you guys know the feeling of dying
inside??? that's wat i feel... even the word
'sorry' cant change her mind... if you all dont
believe... look at my tagboard... sigh... i hurt
more than ever... i cant explain wat i am
feeling now... but i am very sure that this is
not happiness nor joyfulness... TO MY DEAREST
"SISTER": NO MATTER WAT YOU SAID
OR DO... YOU KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER
EVER HATE YOU RIGHT??? YOU KNOW
HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU... YOU
KNOW THAT... YOU'RE LIKE A REAL SIS
TO ME ALREADY... NOW ONE OF MY
FAMILY MEMBER IS LEAVING... sigh...
BUT NEVER MIND I UNDERSTAND YOU...
THERE IS JUST TWO MORE THINGS I GOT TO SAY...
SORRY AND I LOVE YOU...
Labels: sad ~L~
